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Father, Let Us Hide
By Marwan Diab, Gaza Community Mental Health Programme
October 2005
"Father, stay beside me and as soon as you hear the shelling, close my ears."
Then Husam rushes to the bathroom, father not far behind. He rushes back to his bed covering his head with the blanket. He asks his father to read from the Quran as he is unable to fall asleep, anticipating another shelling noise. The father reads with the hope his child will sleep tonight. "Father, do not leave, stay beside me."
This conversation is too typical for a father and his son at 2:00am in the morning. Even during the holy month of Ramadan, the Israeli F-16 fighter jets poison the air with their screeching sonic booms. The children are showing extreme behavior of attachment to the parent due to the fears of the fighter jet sounds that occur unexpectantly during day or night. One hour later, the sounds resume. The children are awake again. The mother, seven months pregnant, is also awake. It is 3:00 AM, the time to prepare Sehour, the meal before fasting. She is afraid to go alone to prepare the meal. She asks her husband to help her. Her husband, needed in two places replies, "I would love to help you, but, I should stay with the kids in case another sonic boom happens." The mother, although afraid, leaves to prepare the meal. Shortly after, the sonic booms begin. The children were awake again. She returns for her children and for comfort from her husband. They ask her to come beside them. The food leaves her mind and she comforts them until they fall asleep. Later, as the parents are eating, her husband says, "I am glad I did not help you in the preparation of food, the kids woke up terrified." Swallowing her fear she replies, "Yes, you were right." "Funny thing, the Israeli sonic booms did us a favor. We did not have to sleep through the alarm clock, and they woke us up just in time to eat before the Dawn Prayer." The two laugh at his joke. Sometimes it is all that helps. "Yes. You were right," the mother replies. "I am cold," she said. They cannot close the windows. They have to keep them open. Otherwise, the windows will shatter from the loud sonic noises and could hurt the kids. They bore though the cold weather. The next morning Husam did not go to school. He was too afraid of the sonic booms continuing. When he stayed at home and the booms began he said, "Thanks to God. I did not go to school. I would have been terrified and crying." He thought about the other children in his school that day. |